Confession

I need to make confession. I need a confession. 

But I'm not allowed to do so. Strictly not allowed to do so. For the sake of their own good. For the sake of their feelings. For the sake of their happiness. 

So what if i'm burning inside out. So what if I am to swallow every single shit. So what, people just dont care.

How long more should I wait.

I hate myself more.

What i really need is CONFESSION. fullstop.