Saya nak tukar bidang. Saya tak nak amik dinamik tanah. Saya taknak dengar suara dari tanah. Saya taknak main frekuensi mekanisma tanah. Saya taknak geoteknik. Saya takmau kejuruteraan awam. Saya taknak engineering pun. Saya taknak faham teknik dan teknikal. Saya bukan orang teknikal.
I want to take arts. I want performing arts. I want to work behind the stage. I want acting. I like singing. I want to learn language. Languages. All different kind of languages. I want to mix with people. I want to manage things. I like secretarial work. I love liase with people. I really prefer living things rather than virtual, not-living things. I want real, original stuff. I love to talk, i love to write. I think I am good at them, even not so great. I want to learn and teach English. To the kids, to people. I want to be a teacher.
There are a lot of things that I am not great of, but I love them. There are so many things I can do, without feeling forced to do.
What I regret is why, there are still something that I need to do, that I dont really fancy at. Things that I am not great of either, but maybe good at them. But those things I am doing is bringing me no happiness.
When can I stop doing what i need, and start doing what I want.
If time cannot be reversed, can it just be stopped? So that I can just start over, again?
2 comments:
hi Nadia..
Pendapat akak, elok buat yang awak suka..i mean. passion. masih belom terlambat. mungkin rugi sedikit masa, tenaga dan harta. tapi itu lebih baik dari awak rugi segalanya.
before that, awak kena list pro and contra the big decision u want to do. supaya masa hadapan awak tak akan rasa nak reverse the time again..again and again..
Hidup ini memerlukan keputusan.
akak sokong awak.
good luck !
salam.hai.
One quote that i always remember "kadang kala kita suka akan sesuatu,tapi ianya bukan yang terbaik untuk kita.dan kadang-kala kita tidak suka akan sesuatu tetapi itulah yang terbaik untuk kita".
So, good luck and all the best. if u have a problems with your studies, u are not alone.we are in the same shoe (and trust me, not only us :)).
But,keep in your mind that not all people can get the opportunity that u have. please don't give up easily.
It's just a matter time :)
and of course u need to talk to ur parents for the best decision :)
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