Salam hi hello gentle readers.
Yeap for those of you who wondered where I have been all these while, (macam la ada!), I have been PREGNANT! oh yess.. absolute yes. Pregnant lady, I am.
At the moment, I have a 5 months belly, carrying a-still-unknown-gender of little baby. The love of me and my husband.
So far, the pregnancy for me wasnt easy, WASNT EASY at all. The first three (or three and a half?) months were total challenge. I lost six killos, even the chubby fat on my cheek is gone! Thus left me looking like a very sick lady with the sunken cheek. :( For info, I have never lost the chubby cheek since I was a baby. uhukk.. I lost a lot of muscle due to continuous nausea and vomiting. I was diagnosed with Hyperemesis Gravidarum, Ketosis, and dehydration. I had to take bottles of liquid by IV drip to maintain my body fluid. That, of course includes going in and out of the hospital few times. T_T
There are times when I thought I couldnt bear it all. Crying and throwing tantrum in the middle of the night, blaming everything. Gosh. I even cried at the clinic, to the nurses! haha.. Lucky the upside down emotion has gone away..
My appetite is now coming back, buuuut, it is Ramadhan. (Oh btw, Happy Ramadhan to all!). Therefore my weight gain progress is still slow. I'll try my best to complete Ramadhan as much as I can. Though I'm already skipped a few days. Huhu.Please pray for me.
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Baiklah.. Seterusnya untuk anakanda bonda yang sekarang tenang di dalam kandungan bonda. Biarpun kelahiranmu masih lama jangkanya, bonda telah diberkati tuhan dengan merasakan kehadiranmu dalam hidup bonda dan ayahanda. Bonda telah pun merasa kasih yang amat dan tak pernah tertinggal, dalam setiap doa bonda, akan kesejahteraanmu anakanda. Bait-bait ini tercipta atas dasar kasih seorang bonda terhadap anakandanya. Bonda juga begitu. Menjelang kelahiranmu nanti, juga akan bonda dendangkan lagu ini untukmu saban hari. Hidup sejahtera anakanda beta, disulami kasih sayang kami. :)
Takkan ku biarkan walau ribut menyentakmu yang tidur
Datang petir menyambar, jengking dan ular~
Bonda takkan berundur
Nyamanlah anakanda beta
Mimpikan yang indah saja
Nanti bila kau buka mata
Semua tak serupa
Kan ada satu ketika kau tak tahu mana nak pergi
Jalan betul, anakanda tak jelas mata~
Ambil yang sarat duri
Hiduplah anakanda beta
Biarkan jasad yang luka
Selama tuhanmu ada
Takkan engkau tercela
Ngeri, tak terbayang mata
Bonda takkan ada sentiasa
Nanti moga kau tak lupa
Bonda memujukmu, anakanda
Hiduplah anakanda beta
Biarkan jasad yang luka
Selama tuhanmu ada
Takkan engkau tercela
Nyamanlah anakanda beta
Mimpikan yang indah saja
Nanti bila kau buka mata
Semua tak serupa.....
