And there they are.
They went back to Malaysia, for good. Except for kakak, who is scheduled to be back here on September, alone.
It was a heartbreaking moment you know. I feel like losing my family! Abg Sham has been like, what, somebody i could seek advice. Kakak was. i dont know how to describe. a sister? or mother? or savior? somebody u could rely on to. Here. When i was all alone in Korea.
And Adam, the only apple of our eye. It is tough to learn and believe that they are not here anymore. And, we, -me, abg hasan n kak hana- feel like, oh God there's no more big family house for us on raya or weekends or whenever we feel like we need a family. No more abg sham's asam pedas or rendang, or sayur goreng or whatever. No more kakak's funny stories, or my stories to make her laugh. Oh as u just know what adorable thing about her that i love is her laugh. She is the one who always laugh at my silly jokes.
And Adam. Oh my, u naughty little Adam, u left me finally.
How on earth are we-the ones left here in CAU- are going to get through this.
BTW, have a nice life there all of u. Our memories will stay burning in my heart. I miss u guys so very much. Please take care and do come back and visit sometime. Love u !
Dedicated to dear brother and sister, Kak Norinah Abd Rahman, Abg Shiham Hamzah and little cutey Adam Shiham. :'(