Monday, November 23, 2009

Ease your mind.

There was a little old lady who was nearly blind. She had three sons and they wanted to prove which one was the best son to her.
So son #1 bought her a 15-room mansion thinking this would surely be the best any of them could offer her.
Son #2 bought her a beautiful Mercedes with a chauffeur included thinking he would surely win her approval.
Son #3 had to do something even better than these so he bought her a trained parrot. This parrot had been trained for 15 years to memorize the entire Bible. You could mention any verse in the Bible and the parrot could quote it word for word. How useful his nearly blind mother would find that!
Well, the old lady went to the first son and said, "Son, the house is just gorgeous but it's really much too big for me. I only live in one room, and it's much too large for me to clean and take care of. I really don't need the house, but thank you anyway."
Then she explained to her second son, "Son, the car is beautiful, it has everything you could ever want on it, but I don't drive and I really don't like that driver, so please return the car."
Next, she went to son number three and said, "Son, I just want to thank you for that thoughtful gift. The chicken was small, but delicious."

Friday, November 20, 2009

Penat otak, semangat lari..

Semalam attend research seminar sepanjang hari , dari pukul 8 - 5.30 petang.. 20 pembentangan papers dari student master dan phD yang kitorg kena dengar. Sangat, sangat meletihkan. And on the night, me and my friend sangat busy menyiapkan materials untuk presentation this evening. We stayed back kat faculty sampai 2.15am. Tiring..tiring...

Despite tugas dan fokus terhadap semua kerja2 ni, minda aku masih tak berhenti berputar kat situ. Berkali aku cuba alihkan supaya aku boleh terus fokus dengan my study job yang banyak ni. Tapi it keep bugging me. bugging..bugging..bugging...

I know as of this matter, hantar ke mana pun ia akan bounce back to me again. Because there's no one else. there's only me..and her.... Fikiran tak tenang bila kenangkan it will bounce back to me.. bounce back to me.. bugging me.. haunting me for the rest of my life.. And in no time, i have to do a lot lot of things, i have to consider everything, i may have to sacrifice, again. I cant let go, because no matter where i go, it keep revolving around me. Mana semangat aku pergi.. otak aku letih mencari..

The responsibilities. Hold on to that.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Wake Up, Jurutera!

Hello gentle readers

Dear friends (especially my classmates)
Dont u guys realize its approaching final?

The final is exactly 1 month from this moment
Yet what have we finished? Study? I dont think so~ Because we have Geo, Water Supply, Sewerage, Traffic
The thesis? I try not to imagine that many of you have left the thesis behind (terbengkalai) "o0"
The report? there how many report and assignment actually that we have to submit before the end of the semester? Can you recall? OJ's one for sure. the thesis for sure. Traffic , yes there is,........what else?

Its scary. We havent finish everything, but we were fighting to finish watching Papadom, Pisau Cukur, 2012.
Its really scary, our nights wasnt filled with tons of book, but it was filled with the loud songs from the karaoke room.
Its really really scary, when we realize that of all works have to be done, and of all studies we need to do, we dont have much time left. Maybe we couldnt make it a all..:(

Scary though, when we are trying to be perfect yet we still cant.

Nadia, pray in silent, fight for what worth fighting, and wake up when there is still more time.

Wishing u all the best!

Gurindam Jiwa

Tuai padi antara masak
Esok jangan layu-layuan
Intai kami antara nampak
Esok jangan rindu-rinduan

Anak cina pasang lukah
Lukah dipasang di Tanjung Jati
Di dalam hati tidak ku lupa
Sebagai rambut bersimpul mati

Batang selasih permainan budak
Daun selasih dimakan kuda
Bercerai kasih bertalak tidak
Seribu tahun kembali juga

Burung merpati terbang seribu
Hinggap seekor di tengah laman
Hendak mati di hujung kuku
Hendak berkubur di tapak tangan

Kalau tuan mudik ke hulu
Carikan saya bunga kemboja
Kalau tuan mati dahulu
Nantikan saya di pintu syurga 

Lama tak dengar lagu ni. Dua hari lepas dengar live lagi masa tonton bangsawan Bawang Merah Bawang Putih..:)

Friday, November 13, 2009


Salam gentle readers.

Dulu aku dah pernah post sesuatu tentang di bawah ni, in fact lebih kurang sama jer pun. Tapi entah kenapa aku rasa nak juga tulis benda yang sama. Mungkin situasi yang sama berulang sekarang.

"Andai dibiar keegoan meratah hati dan perasaan
Usah kau pertikaikan jiwamu mengapa tiada rasa ketenangan
Pernahkah terlintas di minda ketika kau kesusahan
Siapakah yang kan hadir menjadi pembantu"

Tu jer. dah . bye!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Just a Joke

Dear gentle readers

I would like to share these with you guys. Took it from today's joke's blog. Very funny indeed. LOL~ :P

Check them out, will ya!

 Please click for larger view, u might wanna read the writings

And last but not least,


When there's a will, there's a way. haha..

Saturday, November 7, 2009


Honey ,
I'm leaving
Be good and take care!

p/s : Thank you for loving me :)


Friday, November 6, 2009

How come.....

There was a girl I used to know
She was oh so beautiful
But she's not here anymore
She had a college degree
Smart as anyone could be
Had so much to live for

But she fell in love with the wrong kind of man
He abused her love and treating her so bad
There was not enough education in her world
That could save the life of this little girl

How come how long
It's not right it's sowrong
Do we let it just go on
Turn our backs and carry on
Wake up for it's too late
Right now we can't wait
She won't have a second try
Open up your heart as well as your eyes

She tried to give a cry for help
She even blamed things on herself
But no one came to her aid
Nothing was wrong as far as we could tell
Thats what wed like to tell ourselves
But no, it wasnt that way

So she fell in love with the wrong kinda man
And she paid with her life for loving that man
So we cannot ignore we must look for the signs
And maybe next time we might save somebody's life

I on occasion met that guy
He stirred up bad feelings deep inside
Something about him wasn't right
The way he proved himself  a man
By beating women with his hand
Oh, I wished she'd seen the light

How can someone like that called himself a man
In reality he's far more less than that
And we cannot ignore whenever we see the signs
Cuz any kind of abuse, God knows it isn't right

***This is a true story happened to someone I knew.. And it's over. I just hope she's in tranquil and full of happiness now. God bless, and may she lives her life to the fullest. I miss her..

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Siapa Kata

Siapa kata aku tak gentar  -  lihatlah bagaimana lututku menggeletar
Siapa kata aku berani  -  lihatlah bagaimana aku berlari
Siapa kata aku tahu  -  lihatlah bagaimana aku mencari ilmu
Siapa kata aku boleh  -  lihatlah bagaimana aku menagih
Siapa kata aku tak perlu  -  lihatlah bagaimana aku tersedu

Aku seperti kamu dan engkau
Manusia biasa tanpa kuasa yang terlampau
Aku seperti dia dan mereka
Insan yang masih sedang mencuba
Cari pedoman cari jalan
Cari sirah cari suratan
Bila ku jumpa pohon yang rendang
Di situlah bakal ku jumpa tenang
Hai diri teruskan mengisi bekalan
Mungkin kau perlu di masa hadapan


Why am I feeling different-emotionally and physically

Why the thought is killing me

Why is it so hard to be an adult

Why am I hoping

Do I really have to let go

Why is this happening..

Monday, November 2, 2009

The Log Book

Salam, Hello gentle readers.

I had my LI(internship) presentation last saturday. I had so much to tell but the panels were in rush, so I was presenting like Shinkansen. Bit disappointed there. Don't want to talk about it.

I also got my LI log book back yesterday. It's Mr Zawawi did the marking. I'm happy for having the log book back, cuz I thought the logbook is gonna be faculty's property. Thank God it wasn't. Because my logbook contains sooo much informations and calculations that I might need to use in future.

Good news is that, Mr Zawawi was quite impressed with the report. I'm happy to see that he wrote 'good!' on my executive summary. And I appreciated what he commented about the logbook.

"Woww, you really learned a lot during your LI.
You need to thank Prof Wan and Fadli(my supervisor) 
for exposing you to so many things.
*******************(this is confidential)

Very good report.Syabas."

Well I'm glad reading his comment. Everybody knows that Mr Zawawi is very2 kind hearted and gentle and  I dont have to explain more about him.

But what most important here is the knowledge i gained from my supervisor and Prof Wan himself. I think the person who should be credited is not me, but these 2 persons. I don't know how else to explain their effort in training me and my mates, providing and equipped us with as many engineering knowledge as they can during the 5 months. And even so, Prof Wan still felt like we didn't exposed much and that his company is not good enough. Oh Prof Wan, u're being such a great 'boss', 'father' and 'teacher' to us. Guys, be alert that I'm not saying he isnt be 'garang' to us. Hehe..

Prof was always a 'subject' we don't wanna come across to back in the office. Scary things, that's what we think of him. But the fact, we did learned a lot under his 'scary' grin.. huhu.. He is actually nice, caring, with his concern and advices. Sound more like a daddy pulak , haha. But he is. He is, sometimes sound like a father to us. Sometimes sound like an 'ustaz' and sometimes sound like a fierce teacher. hehe

Mr Fadli, my supervisor is more like a brother. I usually get blank and blurr(but not shallow!), however he guides me and teaches me and shows me things and never give up. He is my advisor, (because he keeps giving 'ceramah' a lot!).. But he just showing his care, and I really2 appreciate that. It's a little sad here, talking about them. :(

Therefore, I just wanna thanks these 2 people soo much. I want to give them credits, for being such a great 'boss'. But , not to leave out, the other officemates.:) We really enjoyed our internship at UKM Perunding Kejuruteraan & Arkitek Sdn Bhd!!!

It's me and my supervisor, Mr Fadli.

This is the only pic of me and Prof Wan! haha

Thank you.Thank you. Thank you.

Retail Therapy does work

ilSalam, hello gentle readers.

This week is the most stressful week so far, in this semester. But I don't know what comes ahead. What's important is that it couldn't be worst.

So, I just finished my Management midterm exam this afternoon, and decided to have my 'retail therapy' routine. It is common things I do especially when the pressure level is high.

Went out at about four, to have a walk, window shopping, and watch movies. I surveyed movies earlier and decided to watch 'The Traveller's Wife', but turned out I bought ticket for 'Jennifer's Body'. This, is also normal to me, planning this way, and do it the other way around. Jennifer's Body is categorized under label 18SG. Practically, I didn't watch horror movies because I'm not brave enough for that. Somehow this time for real, i walked into the cinema and watched the movie until the end, without letting out even single cry. Hey, leave alone the scream! :P

There are about 2 hrs before the movie started, and I went window shopping around the mall. I want to buy new blouse, so I get into every single store selling women's outfit. Not interested in anything, I frustrated. And walk away. Tak puas lagi, I walked into Carrefour pulak. Just wandering around.

Suddenly I saw a sign said 'clearance sale' - plus a lot and lot of books.. Quickly get myself busy there and manage to grab 3 books for only RM15! (I have a book, bought at the BookFair PWTC last 7 month-but never read, until now) Shhh.. Just don't tell my mom. Keep it to yourself.  But all those books look so tempted and irresistible. Once I got hold of them, I didn't have the heart to put them back on to the shelf. (stop giving excuses, Nadia!)

I grinned all my way to the counter, before I saw a pretty nice shirt. Simple, but nice just the way I've always wanted. Try it out, it fits me perfectly, and off to the counter!

I grinned all the way down to the cinema. =)


There's another things besides; I left my key room in the room while the room is locked from the inside. I tried to insert a card to swipe between the door panel(like I used to do in KKM), but failed. Seek help from my friend ( Pegawai muda PALAPES) , and she did something that never ever crossed my mind. I never thought that I could get in to my room by window, because my room is on the ground floor. Every window for groundfloor rooms is protected by steelbars. But what my friend did was, she pulled the steelbar aside(it is not a hard task, but it never crossed my mind!) Is good to be friend with somebody who knows survival. And then I get in, through the window, landed on the table(safely), and took the keys. Whoa! Thanks syhuhada...