Burung berkawan

aku impikan yang indah-indah

mahu kecapi rahsia alam berjuta

aku bayangkan kilau gemilang

nikmati silau mata terang

mahu duduk atas pokok tengok banyaknya awan

topang dagu senyum tengok burung berkawan

mahu rasa angin sebelah sana, khabarnya lembut

ingin berteman, mungkinkah salamku bersambut

kadang angan kita secantik permata

kadang termimpi bulan jatuh ke riba

selalu juga nampak bahagia depan mata

selalu juga fikir hidup cuma ada ceria

sekarang tau kalau hujan tak ada awan tak ada burung berkawan

sekarang tau bukan semua mau berteman

sekarang mengerti mana mimpi mana realiti

sekarang mengerti kalau bulan jatuh, kita mati

angan dan mimpi, tak salah tapi hati-hati.

p/s : saje merepek petang2 ni..tak sabar nak balik rumah.

Biar orang tak nampak kita

Biar orang tak nampak kita.

Asalkan kita sedar kemampuan kita.

Biar orang tak sanjung kita. Rasa bangga tu boleh terbitkan riak. Tak pasal2 dosa kering satu!

Biar orang tak tau baiknya kita. Rasa hebat tu boleh hilangkan ikhlas. Tak pasal2 hilang berkat satu!

Apa kisah mereka tak pandang. You have inner beauties and believe me, u don't even want people like that to see.


Belajar sayangkan diri dan kemampuan sendiri.. Itu baru nikmat bersyukur :)

After exam, buat apa?

Ayah supposed to be my dear Santa last night. But he didnt show up. Arghhhh.. I spent my night lying on the bed, groaning.:(

It's getting better today, though the cramp is still there. Hopefully boleh tahan.

The final exam is over. Finally. As usual, there's always disappointment here and there. Nah, what done can't be undone. I've done my part, now just have to Tawakkal. Praying for the best. However this semester for the first time ever, no big grin after we finished our last paper. No grand celebrating, no excitement, feels of relief and everything. This time it;s different. We have soooooo  much jobs and project awaits. and presentation too. and in a tight time constraint.Ouch.

1. Plaxis - Design shallow foundations (software)
2. aaSidra - Design road intersection, find Los A (software)
3. Plaxis - Group report and manual calculations
4. aaSidra - Individual report
5. Design Concept - group meetings, group reports, individual research
   
6. Design Concept - slide presentation, PRESENTATION (on 29th)
7. Plaxis - slide presentation, NO PRESENTATION (thanks a zillion Ir Anuar Kasa! luv it!)
8. Thesis - slide presentation, PRESENTATION (on 31th)
9. OJ's flow network (assignment)
10. AK's tutorial (assignment)-done

Oh banyaknya! and today is 25th. Everything should be ready by 28th! Here comes another sleepless nights...........saye tak sabar nak tunggu new year.. huhu...

Ingat lepas exam dah boleh merdeka..:(


p/s: congratulations to my cousins Ena-8A and Izzad-7A 1B. Izzad nvr mind. work harder. Jangan banyak main macam abang Udin. hehe..:P  Ena well done, knew it! :)

Hari ni.

Hari ni rupanya hari tu.

Lesu je badan ni aku rasa. Longlai kaki ni sampai bangun jatuh terduduk balik.

Di sebalik erangan yang aku sendiri je dengar, di sini je aku terbaring sepanjang hari.

Lemah, cepatlah pulih.

Hei kau!

Hei kau!

Kalau lah hubungan aku dan kau ini cuma sebuah 'game',

Dah lama aku tekan STOP.

Dan tak hingin aku nak tekan REPLAY.

Kalau lah antara aku dan kau ni cume sebuah cerita,

Dah lama aku keluarkan DVD ni.

Dan masukan DVD lain di mana dalam ceritanya aku takkan bertemu kau.




Kalau lah....

Antara dua cinta

Apa yang ada jarang disyukuri
Apa yang tiada sering dirisaukan
Nikmat yang dikecap barukan terasa
Bila hilang didalam genggaman
Apa yang diburu timbul rasa jemu
Bila sudah didlm genggaman

Dunia ibarat air laut diminum hanya menambah haus
Nafsu bagaikan fatamorgana indah dimata namun tiada
Panas yg membahang disangka air
Dunia dan nafsu bagai bayang-bayang
Dilihat ada ditangkap hilang

Tuhan leraikanlah dunia yg mendiam didalam hatiku
Kerana di situ tidak ku mampu mengumpul dua cinta
Hanya cintaMu kuharap tumbuh
Dibajai bangkai nafsu yg kubunuh

Dunia ibarat air laut diminum hanya menambah haus
Nafsu bagaikan fatamorgana indah dimata namun tiada
Panas yg membahang disangka air
Dunia dan nafsu bagai bayang-bayang
Dilihat ada ditangkap hilang...

Hidup di dunia hanya sementara,
Namun aku sering lupa dan lalai,
Oh Tuhan... berikan ku kekuatan,
Untuk menghadapi dugaanMu ini,

oh Tuhan... semakin ku lari dari dunia,
Semakin dunia mengejarku,
Terasa berat himpitan dunia...
Ku rasa sesak di dada...

Namun ku tahu.. rahmatMu melangit luas,
KasihMu tiada terbatas...
KeampunanMu tiada terhingga..
Ampun kan Dosaku ya Allah...

Oh Tuhan.. tiada terdaya di hati ini,
Menghimpun 2 cinta,
cinta hamba kepada hamba,
dan cinta hamba dengan TuhanNya,

Ya Allah.. jadikanlah cinta kami,
Cinta keranaMu ya Allah,
Moga-moga diredhai,
Cinta Tuhan yang kekal abadi...










Saat mereka bertikam lidah, aku sejuk mendengar lagu ini.. Rindu rahmatmu tuhan..

Macam-macam (FEStKUM)

Salam dear readers..

Teman sebilik aku, Lina baru balik dari malam penutup FEStKUM yang berlangsung kat UM tadi.. Untuk pengetahuan semua Lina wakil KTR sekaligus wakil UKM dalam pertandingan ni untuk acara sketsa. Cerita pertama, aku terlepas nak tgk show Lina sebab masalah2 yang BOLEH aku elakkan, tapi aku TAK elakkan.. Lina dah merajuk tapi aku berjaya pujuk.. heee.. Ape2 pun, I'm so sorry Lina.. Maafkan akak ek..

Cerita kedua, well Lina baru balik tadi, bukan main dengan kebaya dia (actually tu costume lakon) .. Sambil berkata "Kak Nad!!! UKM nombor satu!"

Aku pun macam dah agak, biasala, UKM kan terer, hehe.. Tapi muka Lina tetap muncung.. Lepas tanya kenapa, baru die cakap.

Pertama sekali sketsa kalah, pemenang dari USIM (dari ura2 yang aku dengar USIM mmg buat show gempak mlm tu).. Tapi result pasal sketsa ni aku dah tau siang tadi lagi. Takpela dik oi, next time cuba lagi.. Adat bertanding lah ada kalah menang..

Tapi bukan tu yang adik aku sorang ni bengangkan rupenye.. Lina cerita kisah malam penutup di UM.. Yang mana ada satu institut pengajian tinggi ni dengan tak berhemah dan tak profesionalnya cuba menjatuhkan maruah UKM kat situ.. Entah apa yang dorg tak puas hati pun tak tau.. Marah sebab UKM juara keseluruhan ke? Masalahnye, kami menang tipis dari dorang ke? macam tak je.. sbb 1st runner up ialah UiTM. Bak kate Lina, setiap kali nama UKM kena sebut mesti 'boo' mereka lagi kuat dari tepukan dan sorakan student2 UKM sendiri .. memang tak boleh lawan..

Dah banyak kali dalam ape2 pertandingan , aku tak faham dengan perangai atau mentaliti sesetengah mahasiswa ni. Macam tak tau sejak dari tadika, lawan lari dalam guni pun mesti ada yang kalah, bukan semua menang. Jadi dah masuk universiti dah pun, takkan la nak perangai macam budak2 tak dapat patung power rangers kot. Kalah terimalah keputusan, lain tahun cuba lagi..

Ini tak.. tak ke memalukan kalau ade jemputan2 VIP yang hadir majlis (actually mmg ada, dimaklumkan timbalan menteri hadir dalam majlis malam tadi).. Kalau sorakan sokongan takpe, ni sorakan menjatuhkan lawan.. Ape ni, profesional la sikit. Anjakkan paradigma, tu pun nak kene ajar ke...

Aku terbaca blog sorang sahabat yang turut serta dalam FEStKUM nie. Beliau memang meluahkan sejujurnya apa yang berlaku.. nak tau, klik sini..

Kesian aku dekat member2 aku yang pergi sana.. Nak buat macamana, sabar jelah k... Ape2 pun, aku ucapkan syabas, dan cukup berbangga dengan korang semua.. Walaupun UKM takde fakulti seni ke fakulti persembahan ke, tapi di kalangan IPTA kita tetap yang terunggul. Kalau nak tau peserta sketsa terdiri dari dua student FKAB dan sorg student FST.. tak ke bangga tuh.. hehe.. (kalah tak kisah, yg penting participate, ada usaha..)

Nampaknya slogan Apresiasi Seni Budaya tu main dekat dengan kita. hehe.. Maju anak2 seni, pelihara warisan bangsa! Sekali lagi tahniah aku ucapkan pade semua team2 yang participate especially yang bawa balik medal tu (dikir barat dan pantun-gold medal, tarian india, tarian cina, dll-tak berapa pasti keputusan sebenar, anyway, congratulations!)

p/s : Tak dapat tgk teater muzikal Sinbad kat Panggung Bandaraya malam tadi sbb siap tesis pukul 8.30 pm..:'(

Tak percaya!!!

Things in life selalunya berlaku secara yang tak kita jangka..

I once told stories about my friend in PLKN.. aktiviti2 di sana dan kawan2 pertama yang aku kenal kat sana. Tapi tu cerita dulu.. I remember satu hari, setelah 4 tahun, one of my friend, W yming me.. I was like waaah so cool! been so long since i havent heard from her.. miss her, miss the old friend at PLKN too.. We exchanged our FB account, and I congratulate her, for the fact that she just got engaged. I didnt asked her more about his fiancee. We just chit chat about out old times .. thats all..

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I am a big fan of nasyeed.. I know i'm not kind of person yang alim, but i dunno , i just, love nasyeed since i was in my high school. Maybe because of the melody. i love the melody and also the lyrics. Among all nasyeed group, i am really big fan of UNIC. I was among the first customer to buy their new-released album. There was a time, when one of the UNIC member keluar dari team tu. To become a solo nasyeed singer. Turn out, i'm big fan of him too. lets call him H. I was soooo into H that i google about him everyday. I follow his blog and updates and everything. H seems success in whatever he does. Penyanyi, pengacara, speaker, panel, composer, almost everything dia buat seems ok. But i found out he's engaged. So biarlah.. minat as fan je.. tak salah simpan hati pun.. hehe...

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Just recently, I was watching youtube of Aiman's performance.. Suka lagu2 yang Aiman nyanyi, especially the one being composed by H. Lagu-lagu yang H nyanyikan dalam album solo dia pun suka jugak, especially Cerita Hati (saya dah pernah letakkan lirik lagu ni dalam one of my blog post) .. Kalau dah fan tu , fan jugaklah kan.. hehe.. Tengah2 dengar salah satu lagu dari Aiman, tiba2 terbaca komen dari one of his listener "H tulis lagu ni berkait tentang diri dia.. Maklumlah dia dah putus tunang.." I dropped my jaw! betul ke?? Why I never know??? I was so shocked to know that dia dah putus tunang.. huhu.. Anyway nak buat macam mana, takde rezeki kot..

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Just NOW, tiba2 teringat pasal H dah single, so i decided to google, nak tau kesahihan cerita, or what actually happened(penyibuk!).. sekali taip je, i got the result.. Dari berita yang dibaca, i was soooooooooooooooo shocked bila dapat tau he was engaged with my friend W! dan the one yang minta putus tunang was W.. Oh my  Oh my Oh my! .. i got three news sekaligus! My idol H putus tunang,my friend W putus tunang, and both my idol H and friend W,mereka bertunang dahulu! unexpecte sangat! terkejut sangat! kesian sangat! tak tau nak cakap apa!.. saya sgt speechless..

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I personally think, W mesti sgt seronok ditunangkan dengan H (most probably because he's my Idol-oh gosh, i still cant belive this!) But kita tak tau apa sebenarnya yang berlaku, (walaupun H explain cakap di too bz and tak dapat luangkan masa untuk W) I dunno.. I know W. She's my friend back masa PLKN. 

***********

I love H..

(boleh tak i feel glad.. oh i'm so teruk)

p/s : boleh masuk line ke pasni? hahaha.. H nak pandang aku ke?  lol!

Que Sera Sera

Que Sera Sera

Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours to see

Que sera sera

What will be, will be

When I was just a litltle girl

I asked my mother what will I be

Will I be pretty? will I be rich?

Here's what she said to me

Que sera sera, whatever will be will be

The future's not ours to see

Que sera sera

What will be, will be

When I was young I fell in love

I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead

Will we have rainbows day after day

Here's my sweetheart said

Que sera sera, whatever will be will be

The future's not ours to see

Que sera sera

What will be, will be

Now I have children of my own

They asked their mother what will I be

Will I be handsome? Will I be rich?

I tell them tenderly

Que sera sera, whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours to see

Que sera sera

What will be, will be

What will be, will be....

You guys familiar with that song? I remember singing the song in a competition back when I was in primary school. Dajah 2 masa tu. I went to Sekolah Kebangsaan Sri Laksamana for talentime kalau tak silap. First, I sang this song together with my brother. Lepas tu, I played in drama where I cast as a a squirrel.. hehe..

Ok whatever the stories are like. Ingin ditekankan di sini ialah bait-bait lirik lagu tersebut. Berdepan dengan kemungkinan yang tak pasti. Berdepan dengan persoalan yang bukan kita ada jawapannya. What lies ahead, no one knows. What can we do, go with the flow and pray for the best. What are u expecting in life, health? wealth? beauty? luxury?.. Whatever they are, the future's not ours to see. 

What happened in life now, is something precious, a gift from God. Setelah 22 tahun melihat dunia, here I stand, thanking God for His gifts and bless. Di sini aku masih berdiri, menikmati indahnya kurniaan tuhan, di sini aku berdiri, memuji-muji kebesaran penciptaku. Hadiah cinta dan kasih sayang keluarga dan rakan, hadiah ilmu dan berkat pelajaran dan kehidupan, hadiah rasa dan perasaan suka gembira, hadiah sakit dan perit luka kecewa ; segala apa yang telah Kau kurniakan. Aku bersyukur.

I thank God kerana mengurniakanku sekeping hati. Lalu mengajarnya menjadi tabah dan cekal, sampai tak pecah dihempas ombak dan tak rapuh waktu dipijak. Dalam masa yang sama juga  menjadikannya lembut selembut angin bayu bertiup perlahan bila diperlukan dan membuat yang merasakannya selesa.

Footnote : Sekali lagi, masa hadapan bukan kita melihat, tapi kita boleh tentukan. Just do our best in whatever we do. :) Remember , kejayaaan bukan percuma!

P/S : If the future's not ours to see, are they saying it's the fortune teller's to see? hehe :P

Nothing new..

Boring~
 Suddenly i feel so boring.. This post is boring , this blog is boring...

Raya Haji:
 Went back kampung, hari khamis lagi, my dad pick me up.
 Jumaat raya, macam biasa , potong lembu..
 Sabtu my dad said everybody forget his birthday (on Friday) ! oh Gosh! we did forgot! sorry3 dear daddy... So at night we made up make up barbeque , celebrating his birthday, inviting relatives and cousins, bought cakes and candles..
Ahad, went back to Bangi in the evening, sampai UKM malam.

Last night:
Mom called, said daddy want to pick me up. We went to Bagan Lalang to eat seafood. We even overnite at Seri Malaysia Bagan Lalang there. Well i was prepared, with my shirts, toiletteries, laptop and everything.
But my family didnt plan to stayback. So they bought everything at the convenience store, dad even buy kain pelekat.

Today:
we check out at 12 noon, arrive UKM about 1pm, lunch at cafe Fac, then head up to Kompleks Bestari for enterpreneur talk.. again.. boring~

Now: back at my room, rasa lapar.. but malas nak kuar cari makan. so makan roti je.. i was thinking nak buat thesis.



Tu je.. Life's been busy lately.. Stress level increasing ..

Heart,please

Heart, please................




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It shudnt be this complicated.
It shudnt turned out this way.

Ease your mind.

There was a little old lady who was nearly blind. She had three sons and they wanted to prove which one was the best son to her.
So son #1 bought her a 15-room mansion thinking this would surely be the best any of them could offer her.
Son #2 bought her a beautiful Mercedes with a chauffeur included thinking he would surely win her approval.
Son #3 had to do something even better than these so he bought her a trained parrot. This parrot had been trained for 15 years to memorize the entire Bible. You could mention any verse in the Bible and the parrot could quote it word for word. How useful his nearly blind mother would find that!
Well, the old lady went to the first son and said, "Son, the house is just gorgeous but it's really much too big for me. I only live in one room, and it's much too large for me to clean and take care of. I really don't need the house, but thank you anyway."
Then she explained to her second son, "Son, the car is beautiful, it has everything you could ever want on it, but I don't drive and I really don't like that driver, so please return the car."
Next, she went to son number three and said, "Son, I just want to thank you for that thoughtful gift. The chicken was small, but delicious."

Penat otak, semangat lari..

Semalam attend research seminar sepanjang hari , dari pukul 8 - 5.30 petang.. 20 pembentangan papers dari student master dan phD yang kitorg kena dengar. Sangat, sangat meletihkan. And on the night, me and my friend sangat busy menyiapkan materials untuk presentation this evening. We stayed back kat faculty sampai 2.15am. Tiring..tiring...

Despite tugas dan fokus terhadap semua kerja2 ni, minda aku masih tak berhenti berputar kat situ. Berkali aku cuba alihkan supaya aku boleh terus fokus dengan my study job yang banyak ni. Tapi it keep bugging me. bugging..bugging..bugging...

I know as of this matter, hantar ke mana pun ia akan bounce back to me again. Because there's no one else. there's only me..and her.... Fikiran tak tenang bila kenangkan it will bounce back to me.. bounce back to me.. bugging me.. haunting me for the rest of my life.. And in no time, i have to do a lot lot of things, i have to consider everything, i may have to sacrifice, again. I cant let go, because no matter where i go, it keep revolving around me. Mana semangat aku pergi.. otak aku letih mencari..

The responsibilities. Hold on to that.

Wake Up, Jurutera!

Hello gentle readers

Dear friends (especially my classmates)
Dont u guys realize its approaching final?

The final is exactly 1 month from this moment
Yet what have we finished? Study? I dont think so~ Because we have Geo, Water Supply, Sewerage, Traffic
The thesis? I try not to imagine that many of you have left the thesis behind (terbengkalai) "o0"
The report? there how many report and assignment actually that we have to submit before the end of the semester? Can you recall? OJ's one for sure. the thesis for sure. Traffic , yes there is,........what else?

Its scary. We havent finish everything, but we were fighting to finish watching Papadom, Pisau Cukur, 2012.
Its really scary, our nights wasnt filled with tons of book, but it was filled with the loud songs from the karaoke room.
Its really really scary, when we realize that of all works have to be done, and of all studies we need to do, we dont have much time left. Maybe we couldnt make it a all..:(

Scary though, when we are trying to be perfect yet we still cant.


Nadia, pray in silent, fight for what worth fighting, and wake up when there is still more time.

Wishing u all the best!

Gurindam Jiwa

Tuai padi antara masak
Esok jangan layu-layuan
Intai kami antara nampak
Esok jangan rindu-rinduan

Anak cina pasang lukah
Lukah dipasang di Tanjung Jati
Di dalam hati tidak ku lupa
Sebagai rambut bersimpul mati

Batang selasih permainan budak
Daun selasih dimakan kuda
Bercerai kasih bertalak tidak
Seribu tahun kembali juga
 

Burung merpati terbang seribu
Hinggap seekor di tengah laman
Hendak mati di hujung kuku
Hendak berkubur di tapak tangan

Kalau tuan mudik ke hulu
Carikan saya bunga kemboja
Kalau tuan mati dahulu
Nantikan saya di pintu syurga 


Lama tak dengar lagu ni. Dua hari lepas dengar live lagi masa tonton bangsawan Bawang Merah Bawang Putih..:)

err..

Salam gentle readers.

Dulu aku dah pernah post sesuatu tentang di bawah ni, in fact lebih kurang sama jer pun. Tapi entah kenapa aku rasa nak juga tulis benda yang sama. Mungkin situasi yang sama berulang sekarang.

"Andai dibiar keegoan meratah hati dan perasaan

Usah kau pertikaikan jiwamu mengapa tiada rasa ketenangan

Pernahkah terlintas di minda ketika kau kesusahan

Siapakah yang kan hadir menjadi pembantu"

Tu jer. dah . bye!

Just a Joke

Dear gentle readers

I would like to share these with you guys. Took it from today's joke's blog. Very funny indeed. LOL~ :P


Check them out, will ya!

 

 Please click for larger view, u might wanna read the writings

And last but not least,

 

When there's a will, there's a way. haha..

Leaving

Honey ,

I'm leaving

Be good and take care!

p/s : Thank you for loving me :)



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How come.....

There was a girl I used to know
She was oh so beautiful
But she's not here anymore
She had a college degree
Smart as anyone could be
Had so much to live for

But she fell in love with the wrong kind of man
He abused her love and treating her so bad
There was not enough education in her world
That could save the life of this little girl

How come how long
It's not right it's sowrong
Do we let it just go on
Turn our backs and carry on
Wake up for it's too late
Right now we can't wait
She won't have a second try
Open up your heart as well as your eyes

She tried to give a cry for help
She even blamed things on herself
But no one came to her aid
Nothing was wrong as far as we could tell
Thats what wed like to tell ourselves
But no, it wasnt that way

So she fell in love with the wrong kinda man
And she paid with her life for loving that man
So we cannot ignore we must look for the signs
And maybe next time we might save somebody's life

I on occasion met that guy
He stirred up bad feelings deep inside
Something about him wasn't right
The way he proved himself  a man
By beating women with his hand
Oh, I wished she'd seen the light

How can someone like that called himself a man
In reality he's far more less than that
And we cannot ignore whenever we see the signs
Cuz any kind of abuse, God knows it isn't right


***This is a true story happened to someone I knew.. And it's over. I just hope she's in tranquil and full of happiness now. God bless, and may she lives her life to the fullest. I miss her..

Siapa Kata

Siapa kata aku tak gentar  -  lihatlah bagaimana lututku menggeletar

Siapa kata aku berani  -  lihatlah bagaimana aku berlari

Siapa kata aku tahu  -  lihatlah bagaimana aku mencari ilmu

Siapa kata aku boleh  -  lihatlah bagaimana aku menagih

Siapa kata aku tak perlu  -  lihatlah bagaimana aku tersedu

Aku seperti kamu dan engkau

Manusia biasa tanpa kuasa yang terlampau

Aku seperti dia dan mereka

Insan yang masih sedang mencuba

Cari pedoman cari jalan

Cari sirah cari suratan

Bila ku jumpa pohon yang rendang

Di situlah bakal ku jumpa tenang

Hai diri teruskan mengisi bekalan

Mungkin kau perlu di masa hadapan

Why

Why am I feeling different-emotionally and physically

Why the thought is killing me

Why is it so hard to be an adult

Why am I hoping





Do I really have to let go








Why is this happening..

The Log Book

Salam, Hello gentle readers.

I had my LI(internship) presentation last saturday. I had so much to tell but the panels were in rush, so I was presenting like Shinkansen. Bit disappointed there. Don't want to talk about it.

I also got my LI log book back yesterday. It's Mr Zawawi did the marking. I'm happy for having the log book back, cuz I thought the logbook is gonna be faculty's property. Thank God it wasn't. Because my logbook contains sooo much informations and calculations that I might need to use in future.

Good news is that, Mr Zawawi was quite impressed with the report. I'm happy to see that he wrote 'good!' on my executive summary. And I appreciated what he commented about the logbook.

"Woww, you really learned a lot during your LI.

You need to thank Prof Wan and Fadli(my supervisor) 

for exposing you to so many things.

*******************(this is confidential)

Very good report.Syabas."

Well I'm glad reading his comment. Everybody knows that Mr Zawawi is very2 kind hearted and gentle and  I dont have to explain more about him.

But what most important here is the knowledge i gained from my supervisor and Prof Wan himself. I think the person who should be credited is not me, but these 2 persons. I don't know how else to explain their effort in training me and my mates, providing and equipped us with as many engineering knowledge as they can during the 5 months. And even so, Prof Wan still felt like we didn't exposed much and that his company is not good enough. Oh Prof Wan, u're being such a great 'boss', 'father' and 'teacher' to us. Guys, be alert that I'm not saying he isnt be 'garang' to us. Hehe..

Prof was always a 'subject' we don't wanna come across to back in the office. Scary things, that's what we think of him. But the fact, we did learned a lot under his 'scary' grin.. huhu.. He is actually nice, caring, with his concern and advices. Sound more like a daddy pulak , haha. But he is. He is, sometimes sound like a father to us. Sometimes sound like an 'ustaz' and sometimes sound like a fierce teacher. hehe

Mr Fadli, my supervisor is more like a brother. I usually get blank and blurr(but not shallow!), however he guides me and teaches me and shows me things and never give up. He is my advisor, (because he keeps giving 'ceramah' a lot!).. But he just showing his care, and I really2 appreciate that. It's a little sad here, talking about them. :(

Therefore, I just wanna thanks these 2 people soo much. I want to give them credits, for being such a great 'boss'. But , not to leave out, the other officemates.:) We really enjoyed our internship at UKM Perunding Kejuruteraan & Arkitek Sdn Bhd!!!

It's me and my supervisor, Mr Fadli.

This is the only pic of me and Prof Wan! haha

Thank you.Thank you. Thank you.

:D

Retail Therapy does work

ilSalam, hello gentle readers.

This week is the most stressful week so far, in this semester. But I don't know what comes ahead. What's important is that it couldn't be worst.

So, I just finished my Management midterm exam this afternoon, and decided to have my 'retail therapy' routine. It is common things I do especially when the pressure level is high.

Went out at about four, to have a walk, window shopping, and watch movies. I surveyed movies earlier and decided to watch 'The Traveller's Wife', but turned out I bought ticket for 'Jennifer's Body'. This, is also normal to me, planning this way, and do it the other way around. Jennifer's Body is categorized under label 18SG. Practically, I didn't watch horror movies because I'm not brave enough for that. Somehow this time for real, i walked into the cinema and watched the movie until the end, without letting out even single cry. Hey, leave alone the scream! :P

There are about 2 hrs before the movie started, and I went window shopping around the mall. I want to buy new blouse, so I get into every single store selling women's outfit. Not interested in anything, I frustrated. And walk away. Tak puas lagi, I walked into Carrefour pulak. Just wandering around.

Suddenly I saw a sign said 'clearance sale' - plus a lot and lot of books.. Quickly get myself busy there and manage to grab 3 books for only RM15! (I have a book, bought at the BookFair PWTC last 7 month-but never read, until now) Shhh.. Just don't tell my mom. Keep it to yourself.  But all those books look so tempted and irresistible. Once I got hold of them, I didn't have the heart to put them back on to the shelf. (stop giving excuses, Nadia!)

I grinned all my way to the counter, before I saw a pretty nice shirt. Simple, but nice just the way I've always wanted. Try it out, it fits me perfectly, and off to the counter!

I grinned all the way down to the cinema. =)

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There's another things besides; I left my key room in the room while the room is locked from the inside. I tried to insert a card to swipe between the door panel(like I used to do in KKM), but failed. Seek help from my friend ( Pegawai muda PALAPES) , and she did something that never ever crossed my mind. I never thought that I could get in to my room by window, because my room is on the ground floor. Every window for groundfloor rooms is protected by steelbars. But what my friend did was, she pulled the steelbar aside(it is not a hard task, but it never crossed my mind!) Is good to be friend with somebody who knows survival. And then I get in, through the window, landed on the table(safely), and took the keys. Whoa! Thanks syhuhada...

If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

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I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through

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And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

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'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tells me that I am?

Suara hatiku menyanyi-sebuah Cerita Hati

Semalam yang telah pergi menghilang tanpa jejak

Membawa bersama cereka duka dan ketawa

Dan kini ku mencari kalau masih ada kesan

yang terus tersisa di dada pantai permainan

Jalannan yang panjang, bersimpang haluan

Bagai pentas luahan rasa, tiada sempadan

Pada awan biru ku melakar kata-kata

Pada langit cerah ku panah semua cerita

Dengarlah mentari suara hatiku menyanyi

Berterbangan jiwa merentasi pelangi

Mungkinkah ada esok tuk ku ukirkan kalimah

Menjadi arca pembuktian pengabdian cinta

Gerimis menitis gugur membasahi bumi

Bagai menangisi sebuah cerita hati

Andai kau fahami semua hikayat pendeta

Seribu tahun kau pasti bisa setia ke alam syurga

:)

The Baby

My mom scanned some pictures of me when i was a baby, and posted it on my Facebook wall. Recently she babysitting her friend's newborn. I do love to point a hypothesis that she missed the old times, when i was a baby. Hey, I was one very cute little baby back then. And still cute now, only I am a young lady now. hehehe.. enjoy the pics.

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This is me, not even a year old.

On my brother's 2nd birthday. I'm not even a year old yet. But become so gemok already.

I dunno why the picture is so small

 

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Pic taken in studio. Two bottom teeth if u guys noticed. My mom said

I wasn't able to walk yet this time. Still learning i guess.. hehe

This baby is now 22 :)

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Me, my mom, and my brother - Aidilfitri, Atuk's house, Melaka

I really missed those moment.

 

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It's me and my brother

I maybe 3 or 4 years old, but still I was a baby at that time.

Being the baby of the family for 10 years before Haziq was born. hehe

Look, pipi still maintain..

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Again, this gemok baby is now a young lady.

I'm sure mom miss this baby so much, or to hold

a very cute, kissable, huggable, lovely little baby like this one.

Haha. Kenapa mesti puji diri sendiri banyak2.. Haha

 If I were to have a baby soon, I want the babay tembam like this one. Ibuuu.. dulu bagi makan susu apa ek? hehe..

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I love babies. I love myself when I was a baby (what kind of statement is this? :P  ) I love my mom for raising me up till I grown up and become a lovely young lady (lovely keee?haha).. Thanks a lot mommy jaga saya sampai besar macam ni. Dan saya masih gemok sekarang.. :P

Baby tadi tengah betulkan safety helmet yang 

dia dapat masa pergi CIDB Convention Centre tadi.

Hehehe.. Tapi sekarang baby tu dah besar..:)

:)

Keje Banyak

Keje banyak!
Keje banyak!
Keje banyak!























dah.
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Babai

Success and failure

Success is going from failure to failure

without losing the enthusiasm

But I think I'm losing the enthusiasm. Days passed by and I'm still trapped. Trapped in my own mind. Struggling to swim through this suffocating ocean. I picture the bright future somehow it just seems too far away. I'm about to reach the finishing line, but the closer I go, the closer I am to the edge of breaking down. Where the hell is my spirits and belief and faith. To whom should I turn to. To share the sheds of tears.

Allahumma, Dear Allah,

aku berlindung padaMu dari rasa sedih dan gelisah;

dan aku berlindung padaMu dari sikap pengecut dan bakhil;

dan aku berlindung padaMu dari cengkaman hutang dan penindasan orang..

Mengikut Tertib

Nadia..
Tenang..

Ikut tertib satu-persatu..

Ha, tengok? Kan boleh tu...:)

Kerana UKM Aku Turutkan

I had so much things to be done this week, eventhough this week is supposed to be our midterm break.  The transport's fieldwork, the thesis, the environment lab, the report, the presentation, the tutorials, the business proposal, the exam preparation. There are still several tasks I haven't gone through. Not even a bit!

This evening Abg Zul called me and asked to go out, dine and have some leisure time together. I picked up the phone, I was telling him how much work I have and how I just realized that it should be done before next week, when I suddenly burst into tears. I wasn't realized at first, but I was crying and sobbing shakingly out of control. I was so stress at that time. So stress I feel so dull! Anyway I feel a bit release after that. Huhu..

Allah, give me strength to face everything..

Tinggal emak tinggal saudara

Kerana kasih aku turutkan

Tinggal rumah tinggal selesa

Kerana UKM aku turutkan

P/S : I told my mom, and she said " Ai, macam tu pun nak nangis macamana nak jadi budak final year ni. Banyak kerja pun nak nangis.."

KEMAS

Dear bloggers

Dah lama aku nak tukar layout blog. Bosan dengan layout yang dulu. Malah lagi susah nk baca. Dah lama aku nak cari layout yang berlatarkan gelap, dengan tulisan putih yang lebih menonjol. Sebab Prof Wan pernah cakap, untuk sebarang persembahan slide atau penyampaian, latar begini adalah lebih sesuai untuk pandangan mata. Dan lagu. Lagu ini sengaja kupilih menghiasi laman blog ni. Mungkin sedikit sayu. Tapi sekurang-kurangnya mengingatkan kita kepada sesuatu yang pasti. Aku sedang biasakan diri dengan wajah blog baru ni. Cuma aku rasa tulisannya lebih kecil berbanding dahulu. Tapi tak apalah kan..;)

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Entah kenapa waktu ni aku teringat zaman kanak-kanak. Zaman prasekolah. Aku melalui 2 tahun zaman prasekolah, kerana mengikut abang. Saat ni aku masih mengingati guru tadika waktu itu. Mengingati dengan jelas bukan sahaja namanya, tapi juga suaranya, raut wajahnya, ramah senyumannya. Banyak kenangan manis semasa di bawah didikannya.

Cikgu, pernah suatu masa cikgu bebangga dengan aku dan abang. Katamu kami hasil didikanmu. Tapi apa kata orang kampung? bahawa kami dah sedia tahu, sedia cerdik begitu. Kasihan cikgu. Maafkan aku tidak membela, aku masih kecil belum mengerti apa.

Tapi sekarang aku dah dewasa. Dan aku masih ingat semuanya. Aku mahu betulkan persepsi mereka. Cikgu, kau memang patut berbangga. Kerana kalau bukan kau yang menyuruh aku menulis, tidak mungkin pandai aku mengarang sekarang. Kau memang patut berbangga, kerana jika bukan kau yang mengajar aku mengenal ABC, mustahil aku boleh membaca sekarang. Kau juga memang harus berbangga, dengan kuasa kau mengajar campur tolak, aku pandai mengira. Semua pengetahuan asas ku bermula dari kau. Guru yang pertama dalam hidupku. Gigih mengajar kami anak-anak desa ini.

Aku akan terus mendoakan kesejahteraan dan kesihatan kau cikgu. Dan semoga cikgu berkati awalan ilmu yang cikgu dah berikan.. :)

Khas buat :

Cikgu Jamilah Idris

Tabika KEMAS

Padang Kemunting

Masjid Tanah, Melaka

When i see u smile

When i see u smile, i can face the world

Oh, u know i can do anything

Baby when i see u smile..:)

Beras tinggal secupak

Mereka hebat
Kata-katanya lebat
Poket juga berat
Wajib keluar zakat

Di sini masih pegang kapak
Jamban di rumah baru ada penapak
Terfikir beras tinggal secupak
Pun mereka masih belum nampak

Yang tak sedar masih menunggang
Tiap malam berjalan kengkang
Sedang tidur di tepi longkang
Walau di rumah ada ayam panggang

Perihal manusia
Tak habis dicerita
Tak cukup dicela
Tak payah kau bela

Tinggal waktu dan diri
Biar kau tentukan sendiri

^_^

Love takes time to heal

when you're hurting so much

kampung.

Just got back from Melaka. Balik kampung, jumpa atuk, tengok chalet, mandi laut, mkn seafood.

Atuk seems so happy to see us. Memang dia rindu kami I guess. Nenek pulak kalau we all balik kampung mesti masak best2. Hehe..

Petang tadi tolong ayah kemas chalet. Mom do most of the cleaning, I just tukar bedsheets jer.. while ayah 'bertukang' sepanjang petang betulkan katil patah.. Nenek cakap " beli baru je la.." But ayah must have his reason for doing so.

So mush to tell tapi takde idea la sekarang.

See you guys in the next post je la..

Bye!

p/s : Ibu tanya aku brapa rate karaoke, tapi ayah yang pantas jawab.. hihihi.. :P

My Birthday..

It's my birthday. And I got lot of wishes from you. From you-friends. :)

Thank you for the wishes, thank you for the prayers, thank you for the smile you put on my face.

Wish my dreams come true. Apa impian aku, biarlah aku saja yang tahu..

p/s : thank you Allah , for giving me chance to live and to be grateful.

Ziarah Raya JKAS!

Salam gentle readers,

Masih belum habis lagi episod raya? Masih penuh hari minggu dengan rumah terbuka dan kunjungan sanak saudara?

Aku juga begitu. Bezanya aku lebih banyak beraya bersama rakan sekelasku kali ini. Maklum saja, kami dah di tahun akhir.

Aku baru pun tiba di kolej ni, dalam pukul 12.15am tadi.. Penat memang tak terkata, namun kepuasan tu yang aku ambil kira. Walaubagaimanapun, jutaan terima kasih kepada pemandu dan penyumbang kereta AVANZA (kuda hijau) yang membawa kami bertujuh pergi dan balik dengan selamatnya. Penghargaan untuk Mohd Rifdie (Eddy) atas bakti beliau. :) (dah mcm terima anugerah pulak)

Sedikit corat-coret konvoi raya tahun ini:

1. Konvoi raya tahun ni ada part 1 dan part 2. Part 1 ke sekitar Kl dan Selangor(3/10/09). Part 2 ke negeri2 selatan (N9, Melaka, Johor- 10&11/10/09)
2.Konvoi Part 1 :

Kami berjanji berkumpul seawal 8.30 pagi tapi biasalah janji budak2 UKM pukul 9.30am baru gerak. First house, umah Didie di BB Bangi(dekat jer), lepak2, sarapan (bihun goreng) sebelum terus ke rumah Eddy di Sg Merab. Masih lagi dalam lingkungan sarapan , iaitu nasi lemak sambal sotong yang enak. Dari rumah Eddy kami teruskan perjalanan ke rumah Hawa di Banting. Rumah Hawa agak jauh jadi bila sampai kami yang dah lapar balik dihidangkan dengan nasi tomato yang jugak sedap sampai menjilat jari. Kekenyangan di rumah Hawa, dan kami ke surau di Banting untuk bersolat, dan berehat. Waktu ni kami masih bersemangat raya lalu terus ke destinasi seterusnya iaitu rumah Shidan di Damansara. Perjalanan dari rumah Hawa ke rumah Shidan sangatlah jauhnya, kami tiba di rumah Shidan lepas Asar , dan dihidangkan dengan kueytiaw kungfu. (Aku rasa habis licin kueytiaw mak Shidan budak2 ni kerjakan. hehe). Selepas solat Asar di surau di kawasan perumahan Shidan kami teruskan lagi perjalanan menuju ke rumah Safa di Gombak. Tak jauh dari rumah Shidan ke rumah Safa. Menu seperti tahun lepas, (yang memang budak2 JKAS tunguu..)Laksa Penang mak Safa..Mmg marvellous. Solat Maghrib pun disempurnakan di surau area rumah Safa. Destinasi seterusnya ialah rumah aku di Ampang. Kalau dikira, tak jauh pun dari Gombak ke Ampang (esp dah ada highway). Tapi disebabkan masa tu dah pukul 8.15 pm dan hari Sabtu bulan Syawal, perjalanan ke rumah aku ambil masa hampir 2jam! Trafik sangat teruk sepanjang jalan Ulu Klang dan buatkan semua org tegang. Bila dah masuk Ampang pun trafik tetap tak bergerak ( dari Ampang nk masuk Kosas, kami ambil masa setengah jam.plus, aku asyik salah masuk simpang, sbb dah mlm , tak ingat , dan sgt banyak kereta.Perjalanan ke rumah aku paling mencabar pada hari tu) Tiba rumah aku lebih kurang jam sepuluh, juadah lontong, sambal udang dan rendang siat... Aku sangat risau keadaan kawan2 aku(7 kereta, ard 30 ppl) balik UKM kerana pasti tarffic jam teruk di highway. Tapi mujur mereka sampai dengan selamat masing2 sekitar pukul 12 tgh mlm. Terima kasih dan jgn serik dtg lagi!

3.Konvoi Part 3:

Penumpang2 di 'pick up' oleh driver masing2 sebelum berkumpul di Petronas seksyen 15 lebih kurang jam 9 am. Aku tak sihat sangat pagi ni, kat Petronas ni jer dah muntah (nasib baik that 1 was the first and the last sepanjang perjalanan. Kami berkonvoi 3 kereta 1 mpv menuju ke rumah Hanis di Kuala Klawang. Lalu jalan Bangi Lama yang berlingkar2 masa ni, aku rasa pening sgt dan tahan je diri dari muntah. Huahua.. Sampai umah Anis lebih kurang jam sebelas dan disajikan dengan nasi lemak, mee goreng, sambal udang, rendang, roti jala. Fuh macam2. Mula dari umah Hanis, aku terus beware dengan kepadasan masakan org negeri sembilan..

Perjalanan diteruskan menghala ke rumah Azhan di Bahau. Rupanya family Azhan buat bacaan doa selamat sikit so we all pun join sekali. Mkn nasi putih time ni(sebab lunch, as well as kenduri), aku terliur tgk ikan bilis goreng berlada die tapi dapat mkn sekor je sbb pedas gila. wuu.. Rehat dan solat di rumah Azhan(bedak tinggal kat cni gak-tanda nk dtg lg tuh..:P)

Dari rumah Azhan kami ke rumah Shakira di Kuala Pilah (tak jauh, dalam 15 minit jer).. Mak shak hidang nasi dagang, gulai ayam, dan lontong. Disebabkan aku tak pandai mkn nasi dagang, aku mkn lontong jelah. But turn out lontong tu sgt sedap sampai bertambah 2 kali. Org lain dah hbs mkn, i'm still in front of my pinggan. hehe..

Pastu journey continue menghala ke Muar lalau jalan Tampin. Lama gak la perjalanan sampai aku tertidur. Sampai Muar lebih kurg Maghrib mcm tuh, kami singgah di satu gerai untuk mkn mee bandung Muar yg famous tuh. Lepas mkn baru gerak ke Segamat menuju ke rumah Paan untuk mandi,solat dan tidur(sampai ard 11pm). Paan ada 2 umah so girls tido satu umah, boys tido satu umah. Esoknya pukul 6 dah bangun dan bersiap untuk tolong Mak Paan di dapur, dengan juadah laksa Johor.. Kira kami beraya pagi tu la.. Saya tak mkn sgt laksa, but ada rasa sikit la. Great taste though:)

Lebih kurg 9.30 am kami gerak dari rumah Paan menuju ke rumah Arif di Kempas. Sekali lagi aku tetidur (tapi ni most probably bcuz of ubat selsema), bangun2 je dah sampai. Dalam pukul 12 camtu. Ibu Arif siapkan mee kari dan roti jala untuk kami. Sekali lagi, aku tak mkn mee so aku mkn roti jala. Tapi memang best gila roti jala dan kari tuh. Sampai sekarang terkenang2 lagi rasanya (oops, dah terliur lah..)

Dari rumah Arif kami menuju ke rumah Zati di Skudai. Takla berapa jauh, so dalam pukul 2 camtu. Banyak betul juadah kat rumah Zati ni, ada Spagheti, ayam goreng, puding(sedap!), sate goreng dan my favourite, lontong! hehe.. Makan banyak jugak masa ni smpai full sgt.

Dari rumah Zati kami ke rumah Farid di Pontian dan disajikan dengan nasi ayam yg sungguh mouth watering, rojak dan puding. Perjalanan cuma sejam tapi mungkin kerana masing2 dah jadi lapar balik , most of us go for nasi! hehe.. His mom was very nice, siap bungkuskan kami rojak untuk dibawa pulang. Tragedi berlaku masa nk balik di mana kereta Zuhayr termasuk dalam longkang yang agak besar depan umah Farid. Pecah gakla bumpe depan dan lampu kiri dia. huhu. Takziah Zuhayr, sabar bnyk2 ye..

Kami berhenti di RnR Machap untuk solat (itupun dah pukul 6pm). Ard 7, perjalanan diteruskan untuk ke umah Tqah di Bertam, Melaka(bersemangat sekali walaupun time ni dah berlengaih dah berjalan).. Tiba di rumah Tqah lebih kurang pukul 9.15 pm. Menu terhidang ialah laksa Sarawak, ketupat, lemang dan rendang. (Wah betul2 macam hari raya). Kat cni lepak dalam sejam, tgk drama sikit, kacau2 adik tqah ckit(Fiqah-3yrs-so cute!), then off we go; balik Bangi.

Lepas singgah solat di hentian Seremban , kami terus je untuk balik UKM dan aku tiba di kolej dalam pukul 12.. Aduh , penat yang teramat. Tapi trip kali ni sangat puas dan bermakna. Sungguh happy..:) My mom even perli " amboi betul2 beraya sakan".. hehe

4. Lepas bersih diridsb, pukul 2am, tidur..


Terima kasih kawan2 for the memories, for the joy, for the laughter we shared together. Let us always be friend, tegther now and always..:)

Entry mogok.

Kenapa mesti aku yang selalu mengalah?


Sampai bila kau mahu hidup bergantungan seperti ini?
Hidup atas dasar belas kasihan org.

Sedarlah diri, tahu diuntung.
Sebelum masa keranda diusung..

Putaran Kehidupan

Saat kau melangkahkan kaki
Jatuh dan bangun sendiri
Semuanya mampu kau redahi

Saat usia muda dewasa
Cabaran datang bertimpa
Kau kecewa, derita, sengsara

Hapuskanlah air matamu
Redha dan teruskanlah usahamu
Pasti kau akan mengerti hidup ini
Putarannya tersendiri

Hentikanlah air matamu
Biarkanlah kisah duka itu berlalu
Mendung hari takkan selalu
Sinar bahagia pasti kan kau ketemu..


Sebuah lagu Putaran Kehidupan dari Firdaus sebagai motivasi dan renungan untuk kita bersama. :)

Hard Disk Rosak!

Benci betul! benci sangat!

Hard Disk aku dah rosak.
Atau kabel dia dah rosak. Grrr...
Tak kisahlah apa yg rosak.
Tapi aku belum pun mula buat tesis lagi dia dah rosak, tak detect.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......... rasa macam nak gigit jer.


Eeeeeee.. sakit hatinyaaa!tension!

Busy Weekdays, Easy Sundays..

I don’t have much to write. The learning process are going really well. Weekdays are always busy for me. Classes, discussions, studies, assignments, my daily routine are full of them. However my first week without transport is a bit troubling. Waiting for the bus is very time consuming. ( My scooter was taken by my brother. He needs transport to go to work. Well, he seems more needy than me, so I allow him to use my scooter). Anyway troubles make u appreciate more what u have and what goes around you. I take it as a challenge, like usual :)

But as the weekend turns up, I have a great time with my fellas. A nice long chat and a midnight movie usually works to refresh my tired little body and brain. Hehe

Oh yes . I was told that one of my Professor has gone through this diary-I assumed almost all posts. And oh I do feel embarassed because I did talk about him and the other lecturers in my writings. And about my love story too.
Oh malunya! malunya!

P/s : Does SABian really get married early ? haha.. Can’t stop thinking bout that. :P

Tarik rambut dalam tepung

Orang kata, menarik rambut dalam tepung biar berhati-hati. Rambut tak putus, tepung tak berselerak.

Apa yang aku lakukan aku kena yakin. Jangan terburu-buru. dan jangan bertindak bodoh.

Kadang-kadang kecederaan hati menggugat kestabilan emosi. dan kadang-kadang keparahan jiwa memungkinkan ketidakwarasan akal. Aku cuba cari jalan keluar walaupun seringkali terperangkap di jalan buntu. Aku sedaya mungkin bersabar memujuk hati supaya tenang dan pasrah selalu.

Bagaimana pula kisahnya perihal persekitaran keliling? Apa yang kau buat dan apa pula yang kamu buat? Apakah mungkin seorang yang waras seperti kamu mengungkapkan sesuatu yang tidak logik akal manusia.
Ataupun apakah bersarang di hati kamu seribu satu macam rasa dan perasaan yang bukan positif, yang bukan menggalakkan? Aku ingin tahu penyudahnya apa. Aku akan ikuti kisah hidup kita. Aku akan selusuri denau laluan hidup aku, ke mana arah tujuannya dan ke mana hala tuju.

POSITIF adalah satu-satunya perkataan yang boleh membuatku damai sekarang.

Best ke raya?

Raye tahun ni tak best!
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Tak best!
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Tak Best!
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Tak Best!
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Bukan sebab aku tak bnyak dapat duit raya.. Dapat banyak okay!.. haha
Cuma.. tak best!.. tak best! dan tak best!




Tolonglah sesiapa bagi best raya ni..


bleh tak?

Raya! Raya! Raya!

Dear families, friends, readers, bloggers, social networkers ;

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
&
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

From:

NORFARAH NADIA






Have a nice Syawal. :)


p/s : Raya ni saya tak boleh pakai kasut raya.. :(

Narrow Escape!

I was heading back to UKM, from my friend's house.
I was riding scooter with Dalila, she drove, i sat at the back.
It was at the roundabout.
Our bike was hit by a really big lorry at the back.
We fell off, well i fell exactly right under the lorry, and when I look up, it was the tyre there in front of me.
2 axle , so big tyre..

Despite the pain, I quickly get up and ran by the curbside.
Can't stop shivering. It was the most frightened moment in my life.

If i was late for seconds, I can't picture myself under the lorry tyre..


Thank God. Thank God. Thank God.

Merely narrow escape!

Peluang

Aku baru dengar kisah cinta tragis dari kawan baik aku. Betapa tabahnya dia. Bila dengar macam tu, aku terfikir, bolehkah aku jadi segagah dia?

Aku berbelah bahagi sekarang. Aku sesak. Aku buntu.

Patutkah aku memberi peluang?



arghh...




p/s : Aku baru perasan yang no plet skuter aku ialah MAW 4***.. Bukan nyer MAW 1***...
aku selalu ingat nama mawi ialah MAW1***..
aku sendiri tak ingat plet number mawi..selalu panggil dia mawi jer.. wawawa..

Late nite talk

Kajian Tukar Lorong dan Tidak Tukar Lorong di Bandaraya Besar(Bandaraya Melaka)

ialah tajuk tesis pilihan aku, dan juga tajuk tesis yang aku terima, di bawah seliaan Prof Eng Dr Amiruddin Ismail.

Semoga aku berjaya dengan cemerlang....:)

Pada kau. Aku minta maaf buat begini pada kau.
Pada kau. Aku cuma mahu sebuah pengertian baru bagi penghargaan.
Pada kau. Doakan lukaku sembuh cepat . Kerana aku juga mahukan mtlamat yang sama seperti kau.
Maafkan aku.

Sayang, aku kan pergi.

Oh kidung malam nyanyikan lagu
Rindu hatiku yang terpendam
Oh bintang malam lukis wajahku
Katakan aku pergi

Genggamlah cinta yang ku berikan
Simpanlah selalu dalam hati
Ku akan selalu dalam mimpimu
Menemani tidurmu

Sudahlah sudah
Ku harus pergi
Jangan kau tangisi aku lagi
Biarku bawa seluruh cintamu
Ku dakap dalam tidur panjangku

Peluk tubuhku
Kucup bibirku
Relakan saja aku pergi...

Masalah

Masalah. Kau akan tetap bersama kn? Aku tau.

Naiss! Naiss!

Bila rasa gembira tepuk tangan *clap2*
hehe..

Tadi abg syam belanja kami mkn tomyam..
Dan Kak shireen belanja kami makan sate..

dan diorg buat aku ketawa..

dan saye berjaya tgk nur kasih..

hehehehehehe





btw, isnin ni majlis buka puasa di 2 tempat kata shak. Puri & Innobio.
dan mereka jemput kami.
nak pegi yang mana?
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Aku terlibat projek di puri dan mengenali mereka.
Aku tak terlibat projek di innobio dan mengenali seorang dua sahaja.

entahlah.

hahaha

*excited mode*

Sakit Kepala dan Kematian Cinta!

Headache sekarang.. not much.. tapi terasa jugak. kepala agak berpinar2. dah dua hari tak tido mlm. satu tido siang, satu tido pagi. Tapi akhirnya apa yang kene buat, siap jugak. Ringkasan eksekutif Li dah hantar, logbook dah siap, petronas talk dah pegi, CV pun dah hantar. Dapat beg lagi *yeay!*

Oh, macam yang dah tau, aku kematian cinta beberapa hari yang lepas. Mujur jugak lepas tu aku agak bz menguruskan hal2 yang penting. Bila aku sunyi macam ni, kisah kematian cinta tu kembali lagi. Sunyi, sepi, tapi tak sakit hati.

Berubah. kenapa orang harus berubah. apakah demi kebaikan? demi pekerjaan? dapatkan pengalaman? aktifkan pergaulan? atau demi perempuan?

Bukan semua suka perubahan. atau paling tidak, perubahan mendadak.

Baik. Jahat. Ada orang boleh tentukan? Kau temankan rakan bergembira dan meletakkan senyuman di wajahnya. kau baik. kau menemaninya ke rumah dan tidur di rumahnya. kau baik. kau juga boleh jadi jahat. terpulang lah pada orang nak menilai. Kerana nilai kita di sisi tuhan hanya takwa.

Kematian cinta. Buat kita belajar lagi menjadi seorang yang lebih dewasa. jadi jangan terlalu lama berduka :)

MAW1*** kesayangan aku..

Ape kene dengan keldai tunggangan ku selama ni?
Bukan nyer tak jaga baik-baik..tak bela betul-betul..


Sekarang ni performance kau bukan main lagi merosot ye.. Tak pikap macam dulu. Nak naik bukit kene perah habis2 baru kau nk gerak. Kalau nak mula jalan tu rase macam nk tolak jer kau. Telinga kau sebelah pun dah patah. Kalau hujan, seat kau tu bertindak macam span plak, serap air hujan, pastu aku duduk, kau perah pulak kat punggung seluar aku ye.. Teruklah aku macam ni.

Bukan aku tak jage kau, malah bulan lepas beratus aku habis sebab nak tukar mata kau tu yang buta sebelah, minyak enjin kau, minyak hitam kau, brek kau, tali mesin kau tu, servis kau lagi.. Macam-macam aku buat untuk kau. Ape lagi yang tak kene..

Tapi walau macam mane pun, aku tak boleh jugak nak salahkan kau 100%.. Mungkin selain faktor usia, kau tu aku tengok dah tiga tahun, hari-hari terdedah kat hujan, panas. Aku faham sbab tu lah kulit kau merekah-rekah,tak cantik macam dulu.. Yelah, panas malaysia ni sape pun tak boleh tahan. Lepas tu kau berembun sepanjang malam, tiap-tiap malam. Pagi-pagi buta plak, aku dah start enjin, suruh kau bawak aku ke sana ke mari.

Walau ape pun kau buat kat aku, walau berapa banyak pun duit aku habis kat kau, aku tetap rasa kau ni berjasa kat aku. Cuma aku nak mintak sekarang kau jangan la asyik nak jumpa doktor. Aku takde duit sekarang. Kau bertahan eh?

Semoga hayat kau masih panjang selama hidup dengan aku nih.. aku sayang kau... =)

eh silap. ni bukan MAW1*** aku..

Yess! inilah MAW1*** kesayangan aku..
Masa ni dia bawa aku pergi presentation kat faculty..
Very good MAW1***!!! well done!!! I love yOU!