Thursday, October 30, 2008

Kasih, Sayang , dan Solehah =)


Salam semua.
Sebenarnya sekarang tengah study. Bergelut dengan rumus, formula dan konsep Kejuruteraan Jalan Raya yang memerlukan penumpuan penuh tu. Tapi dalam sibuk2 belajar sambil melayan lagu2 nasyid yang mendamaikan tengah2 malam ni, tiba-tiba fikiran aku melayang jugak kat seorang insan ni.

Insan ni lah yang banyak bagi keceriaan dalam hidup aku, insan yang sentiasa bersama aku, yang bagi aku semangat, dan tak pernah gagal membantu. Insan ini yang buat aku tersenyum, ingatkan bila aku terlupa , tegur bila aku terleka, dan hampir setiap hari buat aku ketawa. Insan ni jugak yang banyak membetulkan kekhilafan dalam hidup aku, menyedarkan aku hakikat takdir, mengingatkan aku setiap kali tibanya waktu solat. Dia insan yang paling aku kasih, sayang dan rindu. Pendek kata, dia ibarat tulang belakang yang mendukung aku selama ni.

Apa yang aku harapkan cuma aku dapat jadi seorang yang terbaik untuk dia. Untuk menghargai dia sepanjang hayat, menjadi pendengar nasihat, dan jadi kekasih yang setia dan taat. Entah berapa luka yang aku dah bagi kat dia, aku sendiri pun tak terkira. Cuma aku harap luka-luka tu sembuh sepenuhnya. I'll try my best.

Dan tengah2 malam ni, aku terdengar pulak lagu dari handphone walkman aku ni. Lagu yang aku jadikan sebagai titik kawalan, lagu yang aku buat pedoman, dan semoga niat aku dimakbulkan tuhan.


Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata, penawar hati, penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia isteri, di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu, dia penunjuk jalan.

Pandangan kita diperteguhkan
Menjadikan kita tetap pendirian
Ilmu yang diberi dapat disimpan
Kita lupa dia mengingatkan

Nasihat kita dijadikan pakaian
Silap kita dia betulkan
Penghibur di waktu kesunyian
Terasa ramai bila bersamanya

Dia umpama tongkat si buta
Bila tiada satu kehilangan
Dia ibarat simpanan ilmu
Semoga kekal untuk diwariskan.






Saturday, October 25, 2008

Majlis Meminang

Assalamualaikum semua
wahh.. lame dah tak tulis blog diary ni.. lupe trus tuh..hehe..Almaklum lah, bz amat nih .
Now dah dekat nk final, tapi i'm not bz with the studies, but i'm letting myself bz with the other things.. ouhh..
em, Seems like there's a lot to talk about..
1stly, about raya. Everything seems unusual and this raya means almost nothing to me. Most probably because of atok's condition. So this is the most unusual n unhappiest raya i ever had. huh.
2nd is about my birthday. My mom threw a birthday party 4 me, well, of course it was combined together with the open house.Haha. It was so funny and weird, u noe, when a 21 yrs old young lady , celebrated her birthday, but with her mommy's friends?? *sigh*
My birthday , was worst. I cried in the morning, thinking not even ONE of my mates are going to come. O dear, are these decent human being we are calling * Freinds?*.. I'm so dissappointed. I'm so sorry if any of them read this, but these guys i met in university is not whatever i define - a friend. Well, maybe their definitions of "friends" is very unlike me, so, whatever .
However a big big thanks and hugs and kisses to my friends, the convo family. Thanks for those who came, thanks to my dear sweetie,abg zul, kak uyun, arif, abg syam n abg hadi,and their mates as well(abg man n abg wan). Eventhough the sun had hid himself when they arrived, but they can never imagined, how i really appreciate and if only i can show my gratefulness towards them. God bless my friends, i love them! This goes to the soulmate who made a special phone call from Aussie, thanks sis, i love you!=)
3rd, bout my new pair of lovely -pinky white- sneakers! Owh, since i last saw them at Isetan when me and my family were having "shopping raya", i can never took my eyes off them. and finally! this pair of shoes, is mine... WAA! I am super duper happy ..
hehe.. thanks for those who support and share for this shoe. (It was bought with my duit birthday.hehe). Been so tired looking for this new NIKE Capri Lace Leather in all Al-Ikhsan outlet(Bangi, Putrajaya and Kl). I also got myself into NIKE studio in Alamanda & after all dissappointment, i finally grinned at Nike Mid Valley. Yuhuu.. Worth the hardship and patience..hee..( i even thinking of ordering that Capri from Umai in Aussie =-P.. gee..).
4th and last, peminangan for my brother. I'm in JB rite now, stuck in Mutiara JB hotel room, while my little bros are having that 'bola' time, and my parents are at my 'in-law-will be'. Havent been back yet, they must be having good time there. huhu. It is so fortunate there is wifi here so i'll never be bored.. hee=)
Erm, okay, its done here. I do think there's something not nice about my blog. most probably its bcoz i'm lack of pictures. i could have put my pics of shoes here, my bro's 'merisik' ring here, photos of our raya celebrations, or my cake and birthday presents. Haha.. just let it be like that. just bcoz i like it that simple way. ( or u can just assume it's due to my laziness..haha!)